Ogliddidoggliddidog is the sound cartoon characters make to return to normal when they shake their heads after getting screwed up from a fall or something.
That's a little how I've felt for the last several months. Every time some new drama enfolds, a bucket of stone cold emotional water gets dumped on my head and I find myself in a constant state of ogliddidoggliddidog.
I've got a very important thing to do coming up and it's making me anxious. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think. So I've gone on autopilot and I feel numb right now.
People always say you never stop growing and learning and I think that's true. I just wish the lessons weren't so difficult.
April 18, 2017